I play it as an encore if the crowd wants one because it’s the spot in which Gus placed it in his setlists.

They come out of the Yellow truck wearing a shirt with the design on it lol - that was a trip for me. He was looking for a Dove with a script that read "Crybaby", I remember him saying he wanted "lots of tears". At one point there were ten-plus people living there--on and off--including Ghoste, Tracy, Craig, and many more. He would relax for a while--sometimes days or weeks--and wait for that inspiration to hit and once it hit he was a machine. It was artist making tracks and collaborating together. He learned so much in so little time. May 28, Gus emails the tracks for Teen Romance, a three-song EP he was also working on at the same time, to his friend Sherif Rashed aka LeDerrick. We spent a few hours after the show talking and he was so excited about the song that he said that it would be one of his first songs to break a million streams and take him to the next level, and he was completely right about it. Peep just really worked from sunrise til sundown barely sleeping to get it done. He ended up staying with his friend and old house-mate, Brennan Savage, in the house they had moved into in September 2014—When Gus was hoping to go to Glendale Community College. It said: Homeland Security: Fighting Terrorism Since 1492. The album was about two hours long, and we both fell asleep on the couch with it playing in the background.I’ll always remember sharing the high of experiencing and appreciating each other’s creative influences. He was an enigma when it came to his music knowledge. I still don’t understand it: Gus had bigger songs that he could have kept fans waiting for at each show, and I am certain that when people cheered when the first few notes of the song played they were cheering not for me, but for the chance to hear one more Lil Peep song at the end of the night. I strongly feel that I would not have half of whatever popularity has come my way without Gus bringing me into his life, so when I perform “Absolute in Doubt,” I’m doing it as a way to remind both myself and others of why I am where I am.

“Avoid”, our second song together, was written and recorded in one night. A lot of the small nit-picky edits in the beat that only the most trained ears would hear were done by him. We were on a short time frame, ultimately that design got drawn overnight while listening to Lil Peep Part One sitting on my bed.

We were also around so many other artists that we were in a very creative headspace. He was a peer--not even necessarily a friend, as we had talked exactly once on the phone before this song came about--and his star was undoubtedly rising at that point, but working on a song together just felt like a slightly-overdue collaborative experience that I might have had with anyone in GBC at that time. In about a two week period we recorded Ghost Girl, Crybaby (both of which were made in the same 2 day span) Falling 4 Me, Suck My Blood, Regrets, and Teen Romance (as well as a few others we would release as well as several throwaways).

Those ski goggles and pink hair lol. Login. Homeland Security: Fighting Terrorism Since 1492, This trip he had brought his mic and asked me to borrow my mic stand and pop, Official Website of the Estate of Gustav Ahr / Lil Peep. I introduced them and they hit it off instantly.

To the outsider’s perspective what would have seemed like a chaotic atmosphere, for me and Gus was an environment ripe for creativity. I am eternally grateful for the memories we created together and I’ll cherish them forever. Over time we didn’t get many opportunities to really communicate but I have one memory of Nick calling me late one night over FaceTime and he was with Gus, they told me they were working on a certain beat of mine and Gus appeared in the frame for a short period and said hi and thank you. What's g00d people, gonzod00d back at it again with some LiL PEEP chords. A visual spinning loader indicating that the page is performing an action.

That why all his music is straight from the heart and not forced. Within The span of 12 months, 1700 University Dr had become the creative hub for the majority of our co-creators we met online.

I overlaid on top of the texts some dates and references to Crybaby-related creation dates and other events. Crybaby is truly a masterpiece and everyone who helped create it are amazing artists. Is the excitement around that song, and the reaction of which I’m the beneficiary, something of which I should be proud?

Below are some of the text exchanges between Gus and me between April 23 and May 27, 2016—about can openers, underpants, t-shirts, and coming home for a visit, and money. It was kind of the eye of the storm for him. He loved to watch and I loved to hear his suggestions on how he wanted the beat to sound.

This trip he had brought his mic and asked me to borrow my mic stand and pop filter, so we ended up at Tyler's house ( a good friend of ours who lived one town over in Island Park, NY). Details for my involvement with both of the short tour of which I was involved came together a week or two before the actual shows.

He was so effortless that I would not learn until many years later how hard it ACTUALLY is for most artists to write a song in comparison to Gus. Gus downloaded this piece of art and emailed it to himself on May 24, calling it "Jensen."

It shows in the music as on some of these songs Gus carries a much more positive mindset.

They proceeded to write and record the song in one sitting.

The turnaround from meeting Gus to him joining GBC was about thirty minutes. I’m certain “Absolute in Doubt” is the most popular song with which I’ve been involved, rivaled possibly only by “Avoid.” Gus and I would go on to play only 15 shows together, but almost every one of those shows ended with us performing “Absolute in Doubt” as an encore - something I never understood, but for which I will be grateful forever. We and our partners use cookies to personalize your experience, to show you ads based on your interests, and for measurement and analytics purposes.

I played the design off of a traditional "Swallow". I forget why, but Gus insisted he record in Tyler's room--probably a nice change of scenery.

We performed the show to a crowd of about 5 people and he still performed his heart out as if it was a stadium show and everyone could just feel the raw emotion.

He DM'd me shortly after that with the intentions of getting a T-shirt design done. Black OG Lil Peep Logo Hoodie (Puff Print) $59.00. At first times was good.
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From shooting videos on roof tops to recording in closets and garages we was getting work done. Required fields are marked *. Notify me of follow-up comments by email. HELLBOY. Gus’s selflessness and originality is what brought so many people together and built lifelong friendships. I didn’t like my original verse on me and you because my mic was shitty but I liked big city blues so we kept that one.

History was literally being made right before our eyes. He’d be asking me for more and I couldn’t keep up. Everything during that time was new, fresh, and exciting to us and it doesn't have as much of the dark lyrical content that later projects had. Songs such as Teen Romance, and Big City Blues were recorded and written in Tyler's Room I remember the lyrics he had written on a tissue. Please give it a thumbs up if it worked for you and a thumbs down if its not working so that we can see if they have taken it down due to copyright issues.

They picked the beat out which I had already made a couple months ago while I was in New York. They picked the beat out which I had already made a couple months ago while I was in New York. Your email address will not be published. It's how the track homecoming came about.

The energy of this was evident in the tracks that I made on Crybaby, they sound very hazy, laid back, a lot of them were slower songs than his later works on Hellboy. We were together every day for months, I sat in on every session and every verse he recorded with anyone, by the time we started knocking out tracks it became a very easy rhythm because of how comfortable we all were together.

Then we dropped the video I think the next day and the rest is history. I sent him some artwork I had done - including the drawing he had already posted that I did for him.

They were some of the first beats I ever made and I will forever be grateful for this project because it showed me I could truly make something out of myself from music. Gus told me I would have to send the vocals to Yawns later that week, but in 2016, I wasn’t great at writing and recording things with any sort of time constraint. He recorded and mixed the majority of his songs on GarageBand, using a genius, complex process that was completely self taught and self discovered. Everyday we would get some exciting news or something that livened up the mood. It was spring in LA, we were all living in Brennan Savage’s 2-bedroom house in Altadena that was always lively and filled with all kinds of people, musicians, videographers, clothing designers, blog writers, and girlfriends. He didn't have to deal with the stresses of success yet, but was also not having to deal with the stress of being completely unsuccessful. The rest of the process was unremarkable and not very memorable because in April of 2016 writing a song with Gus wasn’t as high pressure as it might have been a year from then. I first became knowledgeable of Gus through soundcloud one day when I stumbled across the record "Your Eyes" produced by Ledderick. Crybaby was Gus's third solo mixtape.

I had just finished recording a song that I intended to be the b-side of the digital “She Doesn’t Believe in Thelema” single, so I used my short vocal part from that song (link) as the foundation of “Absolute in Doubt” which, at the time, had no vocals on it at all.
That t-shirt had been given to him by his grandpa.

This is the music code for White Tee by Lil Peep and the song id is as mentioned above. Gus had communicated with these producers via email, Twitter, and texts, but this was the first time he actually met and worked with some of them in person. We both knew the potential everyone’s music had so we figured, why not bring everyone together?

Foxwedding had become one of my favorite producers around this time, and I was so focused writing to mid-to-up-tempo beats at the time, so I chose that one. When he was in those moods he would get on almost every single beat I sent him.

I always knew Gus was special, but to know the impact he had on the world today makes you think back to days like this and think I was witnessing History right before my eyes. He was a genius songwriter, with no training he just had a natural knack for production, he was an effortless perfectionist. This made me really happy. I do it when people from GBC are around, usually because I’m encouraged to do so by them. About a month later Gus releases the "Crybaby" project.

They proceeded to write and record the song in one sitting.

This was around the time he was in the process of working on Crybaby. The cover being the first thing I noticed - I was immediately drawn to his aesthetic.

I think he wanted Crybaby to be a bit more grungy because when he was asking me to make beats he would choose grungier sounds and samples. All three songs were produced by LeDerrick. I was unaware he was using the logo for that at the time, so I was quite surprised to say the least when I first saw it on the SoundCloud feed. Gus was always so welcoming in his interactions and made friends with so many of us from all different socioeconomic backgrounds. Killstation took several photos of Gus, and sent Gus the album art for the single.

He finished the whole tape in weeks. One of the reasons I love them so much is because from my perspective, it was so much fun making them and it was so effortless.

He wrote some of the lyrics on a piece of Tyler's junk mail.

If only both of us knew what those songs were going to be someday.

He was laying it all out there for us.

The next day, he completed Skyscrapers with Cold Hart. Another thing I will mention is I feel around the time Crybaby was made there was a much more positive mindset incorporated into the songs. Love!


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